How quickly one's mood can change from silly to contemplative.
I have mentioned Ex-Boy and how he got upset because I couldn't stay pregnant.
Well, got an e-mail from an Orlando friend, who stayed friends with us both. He's got another girlfriend now (YAY!) And she's pregnant. And she's staying pregnant.
Better her than me...I know I'm lucky...better her than me...I know I'm lucky...I will repeat as long as necessary.
It's not that I even want this, or don't want them to have it, it's just that about three years ago, I wanted it very badly and it got ripped away from me.