From L'Ailee, this morning. Note the last sentence.
This morning I asked Amanda what I should do for our anniversary. She said something that sounded strange at 1st. She said she used to wonder where my heart was. Now she says she knows. You opened it up. I didn’t like that. I h8 that ppl think I’m cold b/c I dont like to talk about everything. But I think about it and I think I do understand. There is a real difference.
Since you have moved into my house which is now *our home*, I laugh all the time. I cry. I smile. I dream. All more than ever. I say so much more. It feels right to. You make me want to be open. I feel so safe and so excited both when I am with you. I don’t know how you do it.
Your love is revolutionary. It has caused a revolution in my mind. You are a world changer. You have changed my world.
I still don’t know what to do for our anniversary. Perhaps we should ice skate! I know you don’t know how but I do. I can teach you. I love the look in your eyes when you have a new skill. Actually I love all the looks in your beautiful color changing eyes. Amanda asked me why I married you. Its because I want to know all the things that your eyes can do.
I write this to you because you should know how I feel too, not just my friends.
PS-I know ull blog about this and its ok.